讨厌自己

最近很讨厌自己
脾气越来越坏
这个看不顺眼，那个不爽
搞得自己很令人讨厌

对，那天Puan Lim说得很对，
我人前人后两个样
上课时，好像没什么那样，
一直强迫自己微笑，
回到家，待在床上，
想这个想那个

我很努力想改掉
但是无能为力
倾诉对象不是没了，
只是该避免了

Monday Blue

It's Monday..
not sure whether because I am lack of sleep
or really not in a mood
today's temper was so so bad...

trying to control my temper throughout the hours with friends
and I think it was quite okay

and after class at 3.30pm
haih.......
not going to talk about it...

整理好心情吧！

儿时回忆

刚刚洗澡时，戴着浴帽，
不小心把水喷到浴帽上，
突然想起，
小时候
我喜欢戴着浴帽，
然后特地把花洒的水喷到浴帽那里

知道为什么吗？
哈哈哈哈哈哈！！

因为这样可以制造下雨的雨滴声啦！
那种撑着雨伞，雨滴在伞上的声音！
嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻！

小时候真的很有创意，
但又无聊
什么都可以做出来，

这就是我儿时的回忆 ^^

Happy Sunday

It's Sunday!!! xD
went to One Utama with mummy
and I bought 3 shirts ^^

had a nice day with mummy <3
before we go back, we had a lunch at Wong Kok Restaurant :P

my lunch, XO sauce fried rice

The Tower

3rd movie of the year with Teng Wei, Suet Mun, Eddie, Wei Yee, Chelsy, Ji Hwa, Yi Weii and Jacques

weekend, no student price, 

ticket so expensive

but worth it xD

this movie is really nice,

and here goes the movie synopsis :P

On Christmas Eve there is a party on going at Tower Sky for VIPs at the super-luxurious landmark building in Seoul. Part of the event involves helicopters circling above sprinkling snow as though it is snowing. As the party progresses and the helicopters spraying snow above Tower Sky, one of the helicopters crashes in the building and a fire broke out rapidly. Together the people trap in the burning building must work together to safe each other...

after that we had lunch and dessert,

had fun and enjoy :)

对不起

看了你的回复，

眼泪不争气了，

当下觉得无助

自己的问题自己解决

对，我不应该烦你们

对不起

Loud Speaker Day

It's Friday, time to enjoy :)
randomly asked shapo for dim sum as breakfast,
randomly said go sing K,
and someone randomly said follow us too.

so after class,
went to Loud Speaker

3 hours time,
overall can said we are enjoy,
but... I cried when come to certain songs,
because the lyrics is best describing and expressing my feeling

tears drop, can't control
feelings are too complicated at that time
he was there and I felt awkward

after finish, went back
something bad happened
as what I predicted and feel
it happen again and again
never end

tired...very tired
很想踏出第一步，但是很怕
踏出了，结果再次受伤了。

矛盾，对，我承认
不忍心，不舍得，
事情一直在重复

曾经对自己说过的话，
曾经对自己许下的诺言
在每一次不舍得的心情下，忘了，
违反了诺言，
真的，我做不到