Loud Speaker Day

It's Friday, time to enjoy :)
randomly asked shapo for dim sum as breakfast,
randomly said go sing K,
and someone randomly said follow us too.

so after class,
went to Loud Speaker

3 hours time,
overall can said we are enjoy,
but... I cried when come to certain songs,
because the lyrics is best describing and expressing my feeling

tears drop, can't control
feelings are too complicated at that time
he was there and I felt awkward

after finish, went back
something bad happened
as what I predicted and feel
it happen again and again
never end

tired...very tired
很想踏出第一步，但是很怕
踏出了，结果再次受伤了。

矛盾，对，我承认
不忍心，不舍得，
事情一直在重复

曾经对自己说过的话，
曾经对自己许下的诺言
在每一次不舍得的心情下，忘了，
违反了诺言，
真的，我做不到